Thursday, January 21, 2010
If they really loved him, like they said they did, they would have asked, wouldn't they? But none of them did. Maybe they did notice, but... He didn't know what to make of it. Couldn't they at least show some concern? Even a random person noticed. The happiness in the day was so not enough to make up for the unrest for the rest of the day. Furthermore, he didn't see a smile at all. Not to him anyway. There was nearly nothing to be happy about for the day. His hand acted up again, during the Mother Tongue paper, and there was nothing he could do about it...
Eek. I hate doubts. They sow distrust and suspicion amongst people. But, but... It's in my nature to behave this way. I wanna change, but it's like so hard. And no1 will help. Well, not no1. But no1 CAN help. No1 will put in the time and effort. This is why I often feel so lonely. :(
Uprising - Muse
Paranoia is in bloom,
The PR transmissions will resume,
They'll try to push drugs that keep us all dumbed down,
And hope that we will never see the truth around
(So come on)
Another promise, another scene,
Another packaged lie to keep us trapped in greed,
And all the green belts wrapped around our minds,
And endless red tape to keep the truth confined
(So come on)
They will not force us,
They will stop degrading us,
They will not control us,
We will be victorious
(So come on)
Interchanging mind control,
Come let the revolution take it's toll,
If you could flick a switch and open your third eye,
You'd see that
We should never be afraid to die
(So come on)
Rise up and take the power back,
It's time the fat cats had a heart attack,
You know that their time's coming to an end,
We have to unify and watch our flag ascend
They will not force us,
They will stop degrading us,
They will not control us,
We will be victorious